Anxiety - Panic Attacks - School - Report Cards

I woke up about 30 minutes ago in the throes of an anxiety riddled dream.  I’ve been dreaming about car crashes, missing children, and the like the past few nights.  So, I woke up (yet again) gasping for breath, heart racing, the whole nine yards.  There’s many reasons, but let’s leave it as I have too much on my plate, and too many worries pressing on my mind.

I tried to just “let it go” and go back to sleep but it was a no go.  Which is a shame as I have to work today and probably won’t be home till 8pm. A little extra sleep would’ve been nice.

We got the kids’ report cards.  PrincessNibbles’s was nearly perfect.  The only areas she needs to work on are: handwriting, neatness, and sentence structure (remembering capitalization and punctuation, etc).  MissAngst’s was …. not as terrible as we had feared.  While 1 grade went down … she brought 3 grades back up.  In short it shows effort.  So we took them out for ice cream after dinner to “celebrate”.

I got my presentation done for school.  It’s not overly exciting, but it should be sufficient for the grade I need.  Next week is my final and then I’m done till the summer semester.  I am already panicking about staying on top of three classes.  At least for most of it, my homework will be the only homework I have to worry about.

I’m still not feeling all that hot.  The fevers are gone as is much of the throat pain, but the ear pain is still hanging around.  Which makes for a grumpy mama.

Well I’m off to start my day.  PrincessNibbles and I are watching the tail end of “Jack Frost” and then I’m going to hop in my shower.

Mama Kelly